So, if you've read my previous entries, which you haven't cause nobody reads these most likely, I wrote my concern about my belief in God, and how there are so many bad things that He has created. But at this point in my life I've come to an understanding that, there could be no great, beautiful, amazing thing without every wrong thing that exists. Without wrong, we would never define right, and with minimal wrong we would have lessened right.
Everything that exists and every personality that you might look up to, is actually a product of who He is. And I love to think about that now because I used to fear to do things now that could end up horrible later or maybe I'll just change my mind and be stuck somehow. It's liberating to know that whatever happens will lead to purpose, and I don't think I'm as cowardous as I was in ever sense. It's severely depressing being told to love a God that you think doesn't care about anyone but himself. So, just the knowledge that everything we know and admire, and the point we are in our life, and where we will be later on in life, is a product of both the good and bad that has been made, and if those things did not exist, we would be so much more confused about shit than we already are.
And along that line, I'm not darkened by death or past fuck up's now because I know that everything wrong in my life had to happen to put me where I am now, and more shit has to happen to put me where I need to be later. Just thought I'd share that, and hopefully brighten up your thoughts.
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