Sunday, November 1, 2009

My rythmic world.

So I tried salvia 60x recently, and I can proudly say that I am now one of those people that can tell how amazing and hard to explain mental trips are. The effect seems work surprisingly quick. After you take hit the I've noticed with many different people that one of three things will happen depending on how much you and the setting and openness of your mind. You will either just start laughing hysterically, usually not really knowing why. This is fun the third kind of response is most worth it. Second response is you'll still be aware of your surroundings but you will just get some weird physical and mental feelings. Maybe somethings touching you, maybe the room is spinning, etc. The third and most epic response is normally gotten when you concentrate on opening your mind to anything and taking a good hit and holding it in for a long amount of time. It also helps if there is less people around, because there is less distraction. So now I'll tell you what happen to me. I inhaled it in my friends car and stepped outside and sat up against the door. The first thing that went through my mind is, hmm.. maybe its not working. So I tried to relax all the way and just let whatever happens happen. I don't actually remember this change of perception coming on, I think just because it was so fast. But I remember I was in a world of rythm, and the only way to fit into this world is to make a rythm with all the other beings. I remember it almost like a track line of thses strange things that looked like a mixure of card men from alice and wonderland/Umpalumpa's/and clowns. They kept flying by me like they wanted me to join them. So I tried and started moving with them. Not in a physical way but... yeah just moving. The rest of the world wasn't made up of space like air or anything, but it was made up of other smaller rythmic entities. So after I joined their beat it for some reason formed a bond with them, like I was one of them. At this time I totally wasn't aware that earth existed and I didn't know that I was tripping out, but I knew something was different. It seemed like I'd always been there somehow but something was just not right. After awhile I started seeing what was actually around me again but I was in the middle of these two worlds. Seeing this and feeling the other. =P Some of those beings where making up the shapes and form of jeremy's car, and the street lamp, and I remember they where giving me the feeling that Jeremy was standing in their way. So I told him to move a few times haha. As we where leaving I was moving more and more out of that place but they where still communicating to me through feelings telling me that I shouldn't go, and they would be sad if I left, because they were as interested in me and I was in them. But I told them that I had to go with Jeremy and said goodbye. For awhile that night I was actually upset like I left people that were close to me. It kindof changed how I see things in a certain respect. And also that night the thought kept occuring to me like.. Why do people have to have fun, and entertain themselves? In that place there was no need for people to try hard to be entertained it was just every was content and happy for no reason. But now I'm over it, but still think it was a good experience. lol get fucked up. it's fun

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